i don't know what i am busy with. i have no time for TV, no time for husband, no time for marking, no time for improving my teaching and preparing good lesson materials, no time for SJAB, no time with Natalie. I mean quality time. I am torn between all these. Doing a bit of EVERYTHING and NOTHING to the best or at least the standard i know i can achieve.

Been asking myself why over the last few months. Both me and my colleagues are questioning ourselves "Are we incompetent? Is there something wrong with our time management"

I guess we both know the answer deep down but to change everything, you need a lot of courage. but if we do not take the plunge early, we will never be able to as time passes.

work and friendship is another issue. how can we clearly separate friendship issues from work issues? are we able to forget all the unhappiness at work and smile at each other happily just after hours the issue took place? Maybe some people can. I can't. And i feel rather miserable about this because I really thought it will not happen again, at least not so soon again.

arhhh miserable post. this Sat is going to be the 4th consecutive weekend burnt for work issues.

anyway, ID 3D design viewed. Not too bad i guess. Will be selecting tiles, toilet stuff and lightings soon! WOOT!

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